What is it?

It's subtle.
Dull..aching...sometimes unnoticed.
It continues.
slowly...unwanted...constant.
It's dark.
empty...lonely...hidden.
It's unmentionable.
silent...embarrassing...shameful.
It's misunderstood.
ignorant...assumptions...inconsistent
It's sad.
heart breaking...depressing....angst.

It's honest.
open..abrupt...blunt.
It's inspiring.
courageous...strong...motivating.
It's a part of me.
always...

- Heather