Although I've been able to write about my emotions quite openly, I'm also struggling with something that I can't even express.
It's a feeling for which there is no word for.
It's intangible.
I'm grasping at what I'm trying to say.
Whatever the feeling is, it is heavy.
It's a significant weight that lifts momentarily but resumes immediately.
It can be suffocating.
Someone once described infertility as drowning.
You know that you need to get to the surface.
You know you need to breathe.
You know struggling may just make it worse, but not fighting will inevitably ruin you.
Drowning...
It's not quite that, but it's close.
It can be painful to realize something is continually happening to you and you have no control over it.
- Heather
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