Opposites.

I may have been just fooling myself.

I'm not at peace.
I'm not at war.

I'm neither.

Existing in an unbalanced, unrehearsed, unmentionable in between of both.

I am both happy and sad at the same time.
I recognize both beauty and ugliness.
I'm determined yet hopeless.
Patient and restless.

It continues to plague my thoughts, yet I'm easily distracted.

Definitely.
Struggling.
to Focus.

- Heather