I RecOgNiZe.

Sometimes I don't want to talk about.
Over and over and over and over.
Going over the same stories, the same feelings, the same facts, the same emotions, the same...

It's draining.

Not talking about it is also draining.
Holding it in, hiding, ignoring, pretending...

I just want it to be over with.
I don't want to wait days, weeks, months, years.

I recognize that I sound impatient.
I recognize that this is a time where I truly need to be patient and understanding.
I need to have courage, determination, resilience, hope.
I need to have trust, above all.

I recognize this.
What if I can't do it though.

- Heather