Have you ever been terrified of your own happiness?
Completely terrified?
I've felt happiness, sadness, anger, confusion, frustration, and hurt.
Right now I'm feeling happy and it's terrifying.
I'm aware that this is not the natural reaction to this feeling.
It's terrifying because I fear that it will be fleeting.
Despite my many negative, self deprecating, depressing journal entries, I've had many many moments of joy these past few years...more than I can imagine. I'm aware of these and acknowledge them.
Now is a moment of joy and this is my attempt to embrace it,
Heather
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