I....

I can't always create beauty with my words.
Some days they come out ugly, repetitive, annoying.

I can't always relay what I want to say.
Some days I go around in circles never really focusing on a point.

I can't make someone care.
Some days, I desperately want people to read this.

I can't get pregnant.
Every. single. day. this is very real to me.

I can't stop talking about  it.
I'm so annoying with this, it's inexpressible.

I can't stop saying 'I can't'
I wish it weren't this way, but it somehow has woven its way into my vocabulary.

- Heather