Doubt

Starting over...

When you decide to start a new journey, it means that you must leave the old one behind.
At times, this can be extremely exhilarating.
At times, this can propel you forward with hope and optimism.

Starting over feels like this initially.
It feels right, it feels hopeful..

But, as always, it sets in.

What if what I'm doing doesn't work either?

Doubt sets in. You'll notice doubt as a theme throughout most of my entries. Doubt in what I'm doing. Doubt that it will work. Doubt ... doubt....doubt....

Honestly, I know that this is not a way to live. It's not a good idea to be filled with doubt. It's not helpful, useful, productive, or positive.

Doubt will get you know where.
Doubt will destroy all the things you hope for.
Doubt will challenge you even on your happiest days.


Unfortunately,
today,
I'm doubting.

- Heather